Sixty-1 many years later and aged 92, he retraced that journey and recorded his ideas and memories in a series of articles or blog posts for the Telegraph. Bill often had a basic matter-of-reality use of language but, increasingly, the tone of the content articles was unrelentingly bleak. The images that accompanied the daily reports seemed to recommend his rising frailty. It was clear that the journey was shining an all-also-vibrant light into his memory, highlighting items that had been laid to rest there for decades.
Bill was in no way one to throw in the towel. So, when many would have come home early, he pressed on. His war had appeared to finish in triumph with the award of the Military Cross and a citation that highlighted personal bravery and loyalty to his males. But for him it was a catastrophe. In April 1945, one month before VE Day, Bill’s organization were led by faulty intelligence into an ambush at a bridge above the Twente Canal. His actions led to his MC, but in the engagement 22 of his males have been killed and another 20 wounded. The dead incorporated Bill’s two favourite subalterns, each in their early twenties. The death of these youthful males, who so almost survived the war to develop new lives with the ebullience of youth, traumatised their commanding officer, who regarded their reduction as his duty.
Bill privately regarded as his years as a soldier to have been the most admirable of his profession surprising, maybe, for the only man to have ever been a cabinet minister and editor of a nationwide daily newspaper. But his recollections of the war many years had been hardly ever uncovered – and only to shut loved ones. They have been sealed up by scars inflicted at the finish.
Before Bill left for his VE Day memorial expedition, he was still formidably engaged with daily life. Only a yr earlier he had marked his 90th birthday by flying to Darfur in Africa to report on that country’s humanitarian crisis. But from his return home in 2005 till his death two many years later on, the enthusiasm and tenacity that had driven him on ebbed inexorably away.
So as their ranks thin like falling leaves, we should think cautiously about how we assume our veterans to engage with ceremonies and anniversaries. For us it is a proper and laudable marking of history. For some of them, as with Bill, it can be a journey into a previous that they have been relieved to depart behind. They were there, we had been not.
George Plumptre is chief executive of the Nationwide Gardens Scheme
Reliving the war takes a toll on veterans
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